I hate how quickly I get angry, like i need to learn how to deal with it better. I mean today started off amazing but it ended badly. I spent majority of the day with my dad up country side and it was good quality father son bonding. When it comes to seeing amazing waves and surfing I'm like a fat kid in a candy store. Unfortunately I didn't get much sleep the night before, so by the time I got to church I was exhausted. Being exhausted I was a little edgy for no reason. Stephen asked me to do announcements before the message and I declined and went for a walk. On the walk I tried to clear my head and ask God why I didn't get the job I wanted. I got back to church right before worship started and i loved the set Daniel played. West gave a great message on why we should read the bible and how it's a love letter from God. We don't love the letter but we love the one who sent us the letter. After the message we played basketball with some of wests students. Them being on the kaimuki basketball team made me a little extra competitive, and now I'm icing my left shoulder. As usual we go to McDonald's and then Wests house. Of course at Wests we played smash brothers like we do every weekend. Throughout the night me and Mitch joke around with each other like we always do. Still feeling edgy I get irritated, which makes me take it to far which ends up irritating Mitch. Now we're both salty at each other and we didn't resolve it before he dropped me off like we normally do. I don't know, I wish today ended the way it started.
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No offense ladies but you are so confusing and frustrating. I know you're mad so why not talk to me and explain why because not talking isn going to solve anything at all. We weren't even talking about anything to really get in a big argument about so why get so mad. I was just expressing my opinion and since it wasn't what you liked, you decide to call me crazy and then not explain why and then not reply. It's only 10:45 I'm pretty sure you're not asleep even though you do at times go to sleep early. Even though you put "lol" after majority of your texts I could tell that you were upset because I feel like I know you pretty well. It's not like we're dating or anything but I did at one time wish we were, and sometimes I still wish it could happen. You were once my best friend but now it seems like we don't even talk. You used to have so much time to talk to me before, but now we talk like maybe once or twice a week. Is it because your boyfriend doesn't want you to talk to me? Because that didn't stop you before with your other ex-boyfriends. I know I sound like as most of my guy friends would say "a little bitch" but that's just how much I care. Letting go of someone who you shared feelings with is hard and I'm not sure if I can. Also I still want you to know Christ since you're always saying you want to start attending church. I know "flirt to convert" is bad but at first it started like that, but now I really want you to experience Gods love because of how great it is. Wow at first this started as a rant because of how "women" don't approach arguments the way I would like, but now I don't even care about it. Maybe I'm wrong and you weren't mad and maybe you are sleeping since you get up for school early. In the end I really do wish the best for you and if your current boyfriend makes you happy then best of luck to you both. I pray that one day you are able to see Gods love as I do, or how I once did since I'm still trying to get back on track. We've been friends throughout high school and helped each other with many obstacles, and I pray that we continue being friends up in heaven. Today was such a good day, thank you Jesus. It started off with me waking up three hours before my alarm, which sucked because of a late night at Wests house, but I was able to make it to combined service. The message was good and it was nice to listen to a sermon by pastor Jim especially because he is moving to Iowa in March. Also I was able to see some of the elders that I haven't seen in a while. After service me and Mitch went to Wests house to prepare for the Super Bowl. The Super Bowl was epic and there were a ton of people at the house. The excitement at the end of the fourth quarter was crazy. The Patriots came out on top but it was a bitter victory for me unfortunately because of the outcome of the last play. Being a Seahawks fan West was very excited since the Seahawks had the ball at the one yard line and had the chance to score the winning touchdown. Right when the Patriots intercepted the ball West jumped on me and grabbed my face. When he grabbed my face his arm hit me in the lip, which caused it to bleed. I was happy that the Patriots won but in pain because of an arm to my lip. After the Super Bowl we went to play a couple hours of volleyball. Unfortunately my body being in pain I ended up just playing games on the easy side instead of the intense side. There wasn't as many people as there usually is but I got to see some people I haven't seen in a while and it was nice to play with them. After volleyball Yoshi dropped me off at home and I ate cold pizza and showered. Now I'm just watching tv and typing this out and I'm almost ready for bed. I really do have to thank God because this was such a good day despite my body being sore from volleyball. |
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